The blended mama

i am a blend of helicopter, tiger, dolphin, bear, sunshine, darkness and everything in between

I want to recall a few memories for you. Memories that will resonate with many girls and women in general; memories that we have neatly wrapped and tucked inside inaccessible corners of our hearts. But each time we hear stories like these, our repressed memories have a way of unwrapping themselves and emerging into consciousness; …

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My last post was when I was in my 23rd week. A lot of things happened in between which kept me away from blogging. I was down with viral fever thrice between May and August. Since my husband was super busy and there was nobody for help, I had a really tough time during sickness. …

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For seven long years, I stayed in a toxic relationship, walking on eggshells. I was a people-pleaser of the highest order. Anybody could walk over me and complain that I wasn’t flat enough to be a doormat. I was happily dedicated to servitude and there was hardly any time for me to take care of …

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I have entered the sixth week of pregnancy according to my LMP. I have been having increased cramping and abdominal and groin pain these days. As I am typing this, I can feel a throbbing, electric like sensation in my groin area and a sharp on and off pain towards the left side of my …

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2015 was a hell of a year for me. In every sense of the word ‘hell’. I went through major surgeries to fix my back. I had bone graft and bone mass protein drilled inside me along with supporting hardware. My back was raw and unstable, and felt like a stack of loose bricks. My …

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Day 5 Weight – 167.1 pounds Lost – 1.3 pounds I am back to the weight I was two days back. And I realize that this will go up again if I don’t eat maturely today. For a while my scales have been fluctuating between 75 and 79. That is my plateau. Earlier I used …

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